Not cool.

by saajidahfirdausi

I am too Indian. I am not Indian enough. I am too ‘English’. I am not Chinese enough. I am different, but not foreign enough.

I do not party. I do not smoke. I do not do drugs. I drink, but not much.

I have loved. I do not have secret admirers. I do not break hearts. I am numb, but it has been 4 years.

I can act. I can write. I can sing. I can do it all, but not like her.

I am not damaged. I am not fragile. I do not want to be saved. I do not need to be saved. I am a damsel, but I am not in distress.